wadever:> Wednesday, August 12, 2009' 12:24 AM
i see an 恶性循环.
that time EMATHS TEST, jiawei jingjie tell me V EZ, DUNNID STUDY 1.
u know how much i got? 9/20.
now i tink the amaths test is easy, but i 4gt the method during the test, juz when mrs lim ask us to stop, i rmb! lyk, wth.
and i told jingjie and jiawei the same thing as they told me.
then juz now jingjie reaction was v funny when i ask her "how was the amaths test?" LOL.
anyway, i juz told my parents, my science will be better. and my maths and amaths CA will not score good. as in, C6 those kind.
my mother straight away say, if u really score damn lan then i wun let u use the laptop even after ur exam ended.
this shows that SHE DOESNT KNOW THAT CA ISNT EXAM. its juz compilation of stupid tests.
i told her my science will be better before i even say maths. obviously she doesnt care abt things that are better, she care abt the subjects that are v lan.
and obviously she doesnt know the more she say this, the more i feel lyk failing all the tests on purpose. this is one of the reason y until now i haven pass any maths or amaths test at all, this make me dun wan study.
and i juz.. woke up from it.
y cant she juz realize i hate maths.
i hate amaths cos she is forcing me to score for it. as in, i failed for mid years.
my mother is trying to force me to score for it, forcing as in scold wadeva, ground me, ban me from comp and wadeva stuff, the more she does this, the more i hate amaths.
i can live without my laptop, i can live without TV, but i cannot live without my hp.
storybooks, mangas can substitute laptop and TV ANYWAY.
my maths and amaths CA is a 定局, 无药可救 lerhh.
so ground me wadeva.
but i will score for my SA2, no matter what. cos i hate common tests too. couldnt coommon tests come as a set and we take it at 1 go?
