wadever:> Tuesday, February 17, 2009' 4:31 AM
if any1 say "u not human u ghost arh?" i wud say, i wish i m not a human.
i dun even understand y being a human is so tough.
i tink even ghost has a softer life.
i sit near the window, den i kinda of feel dat, i wud rather be the birds chirping in the forest.
so carefree, sound so happy always.
being a human is tough cos there are so many others arnd andd its so damnn damnn hard to make every1 not angry at sth abt oneself.
its a hard life, a hard life...
not cos of selection den i type this for goodness sake. its wad hi ave been wanting to so for soooo long.
andd wth. worse of all, working with ppl so damn uncooperative andd have to smile andd say hi to ppl who u really get fed up at whn they nv reply ur sms andd sumtimes even nid to be nice to them andd so on. i hate this. but i dun have a darn choice. urghhhh.
really damn fed up. sms so ez, type nia, beta than toking rite? i ask derhh questions only nid to give me few word answers, so hard har! bastard or cripppled or mentally disabled?
tokin abt cripple.
a stupid sec 1 guy from dno wich cca annoyed me.. really annoying.
go 3/4 find rachel tan. den 3/1 classroom outside got alot of ppl from dno wich cca siting there.
den the boy was blocking my way, {he anyhow sit} his back facing[not leaning] the wall, his friend sitting infront of him.
where the frikking hell wud u walk? normally ppl wud walk Behind the person instead of inbetween him and his friend rite! i walk behind him he shout "walao, infront dun walk walk behind." i shout back lorhh "u wan me walk infront of u arh! make u bai kar larhh!" i was abt to say "make u have no descendants larhh" instead of saying make him cripple. but i m kind enuf not to say dat. dats y i hate children...
He is a stupid bimbo idiotic bastard. he sit so near the wall, block other ppl's way, he is at fault he still want scold me. hope he fail his mid yrs and EOY and O lvls, A lvls, degrees, modules, subjects, poly courses andd in everything he does and kena retain every year andd fail his university, cannot find job, go be road sweeper den while sweeping the road knock by car. suffer from head concussion andd blood clot tumour in the brain andd become cripple, cannot find money to cure andd in the end go crazy and sent into the asylum. {make ending nicer} but aft a few years, he regain back his will to live andd his blood clot gradually splits and continue living until he naturally dies of age.
i m kind enuf to give him a naturally die ending. comeon, any1 will die eventually, its juz a matter of early or late, how and where.
i wanted to give it a bad ending at 1st. but scared it goes overboard so i gave it a good 1.
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v sry. i m alrdy v annoyed now, so its his unluckiness dat he annoyed me today.
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forget it. i sms kimberley, she nv reply. FINE, i DUN DO LORHH.... okayy, fine, I DO.
asking jingjie wad it is.... hopefully she noe, hopefully she reply me andd hopefully she haven sleep yet.
